It's time to get naked!!
No, I don't mean that I am taking all my clothes off although it seems with a 11 week old I spend more time barley dressed than otherwise. I'm referring to my hesitation of writing about myself and my heart.
When I began this finger exercise, I figured I could put little facts and pictures about my children and silly family moments all the while hiding behind them as the bashful puppeteer. When truly I want to write about me and my feelings and my silly family moments. But as they say in the county, "I was skeered!" However I am experiencing a break-through. Getting over my insecurities that no one will ever read my blog so therefore I must protect myself with a disguise because surely if someone does by accident find it and read it then they will probably want to pull all my fingernails out.
And it's because I signed up for this class...
Mondo Beyondo...MONdoooo BBBBeeYonndOOO...just say it... now say it again slowly :)
I like saying the words over and over like I am giving my tongue a massage. Rolling it around my lips making all sorts of facial wrinkles that I will later drown in cream. But back to my moment, my AH-HA, my I walked into a door and am seeing patchy white blotches blinking and flashing. Mondo Beyondo is my dream. For those of you who don't understand what sort of new language I seem to have taken up, Mondo Beyondo is a class about dreaming. Dreaming is dreamy folks!! It is wonderful to dream and know that dreams really do come true, as they say in the land of the oversized Rodent: which also happens to be where I was born :)
And so I realize by just writing these words that my biggest dream of all mother dreams is to have support, inspiration, love, motivation, and acceptance. These awesome qualities I have found and continue to find in this amazing uncovered treasure of women and men :) A group of people that I happened upon and know only by a thumbprint sized photo and typed words. An experience that is changing my life at this moment and forever. And for this I am thankful!